(As inspired by the music and lyrics itself by Boyce Avenue)
The last time I remember feeling terrified was when I came to work and live in a very strange place. I don’t know how exactly I’m feeling right now, its been quite a while and I don’t recognize any other stronger feeling than anger and filial love. I’m pretty sure this is the closest I got to liking someone that I have overcame my obsessive-compulsiveness to my 7-hour-sleep routine. I understand the consequences of being on cloud nine right now, what I’m afraid of is how much it would hurt when it has to come to hitting bottom rock.
I’m trying to hold everything back as much as I can, its too soon to fall. It’s pretty amazing though, that my brain seem to project your face at all corners I look at, I can sense some of my neurons calling themselves as you that no matter how preoccupied I am there would always be a split second that a memory of you would kick in like adrenaline, it gives me the rush, butterflies and a skip beat.
I don’t wanna think about the possibility that you might not feel the same way I do, nevertheless, you came at a time I’m willing to loosen up from everything that makes me strong, for another shot at Love, “Find some peace and belief in this smile.”