I want to stop Leaving. I want to be in a place where I can come home to and actually feel like I am home. I wanna make more friends but I am afraid of making connections I could hardly terminate. Intimacy fears me more than anything else. Or maybe it’s not intimacy I am frightened of, perhaps its the possibility of loss, because FYI, here’s a cliche, Nothing lasts forever.
You don’t have any idea how it is to be really lonely until you actually become alone.
And it’s extremely sad to realize how much you are misunderstood by the people who you actually thought knows you best.